Journal Entry: Sun Apr 28, 2013, 4:03 AM
No longer caring about the 'he' 'she' thing about my dolls anymore. XD
Lol I'm tired. I could put it in the comment section, but then again how many read this? I know most logic and non ignorant people obviously do. And for that, I love you.
But we all know some people like to judge.......
So from, now.... Whatever!? : D if you want it to be a dude, its a dude. You want it to be a girl? Sure your party man.
And I'll try be less lazy about putting such in the comment section. So if the next one makes a mistake. Jokes on you XD I already went ahead and correct my most recent upload by putting it in.
Life's boring for me right now.
Dont really know what to do atm, so I'll just do nothing? You know, you get to a certain point in your life. When you've seen so much 'shit' eventually you're just like: you know what life? Go FUCK yourself. I dont even care anymore. Really. Be like that. I'll just do my thing. And be miserable along the way and such..
But life. Karma is a bitch. So. Did you know some bored astronauts drew a penis on Mars? GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH IT?
Sorry about that, I'm quite fond of my curse words.
Numb by life? I'd say so.
You know that feeling, not really caring, not really happy, not content. But at the same time you're okay? You guess? I guess thats what I feel right now. I'm just kinda done. So whenever people give me shit in RL lately, I just tell them to go fuck themselves. Cuz really I'm tired and have zero patience left for people around me who're only out to hurt me. Or waste my time. Yknow? There just comes a point where you stop taking shit from everyone and just bite back. And thats just kinda what I'm doing because I'm fed up.
They always say YOU are in charge of your life, no one else. Not even some evil being up there in the sky making it tough on you.
But sometimes I believe thats not true, sometimes I think we're just handed awfull shit and the universe up there is laughing and wonders how much we can take before we break and start... 'breaking' shit? I dont know, but I'm giving it the middle finger right now, because I'd like to be in charge of my life more atm. And stop being pushed around so much. Hell I even gave a co worker the middle finger the other day. And boy did that feel good.
Still working on getting more motivated to make more pics of dolls.
Still getting there... I'd say, its not really there, but at least I'm settling a bit more into my old routine, which is semi good and semi bad. But, we'll see.
Also getting new furniture soon and hopefully a monster pc.
I hope things will be better.... But I cant promise anything.
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